The Poet says:

Tornspacetime

Serrated edges of shattered time,
Slowly drifting along space lonely existence,
And here I lay,
A fragment of my former existence,
Lost within this endless void,
Of lone nothingness,
And my soul has been torn,
Lost within space,
Vanished within time,
And her I am once more,
Broken.

deviate by all means in name


I have so much to say! but I'm so scared to... I'm so moved.. but I'm assured.. i want to write to you again! but I'm terrified! tears are ready to stream down my face.. Yes I abandoned you.. 
"I won't come home If you can't come home Even if you make a grave with my name You better keep on looking for me"
I can't repeat any more!  There is so much more... but Daniel is watching me.. And I don't want him seeing me cry.. 

The lockets believe
that the secret of love
Has caught its own tail
and it just won't give up
When I breathe
the heavens can't hold me
And I can't believe anymore
The light breathes
the highest execution
Show me the wings I must cut

Must I say more?!  I will never forget ouroboros, I will never forget caduceus.. and they will never cease to remind me that I am executioner angel..

Current Location: Tucson, AZ
i'm feeling: restless
listening to: Octahedron

The first time I heard this song, I was watching the extraordinary film Waltz With Bashir
There was a no doubt in my mind that the singer was a black woman.
My initial reaction to this video was shock- .o0(it’s a gay man?!)
Then I came to the realization (Eureka!) that it was Johnny Rotten.
I later came to the conclusion this is the most awesome and profound defecation of speech to have ever been laid into a track of …
radiant, vibrant, numbingly simple, genuinely good rock music…
Every time I hear it the voices in my head riot my brain in two.
I am obsessed with this song, would anyone care to help me find an instrumental of this?  Or make me a MIDI?
I just need it.. I need to hear it in its purified form!

months or years ago i dreamed that by quitting wow, i resurrected my grandmother and opened a gateway to the higher dimensions.
well..
i didn’t resurrect my grandmother but some of her skeletons did come out of the closet.

school pre-opens tomorrow.
anxious as all hell.

 

i’m watching Waltz with Bashir again on my laptop, i freaking love this movie. 


just got windows live writer set up. with this blog.
machine’s all prepped for class.  office 2007 enterprise on vista home premium.  sigh

The hardest truth I have ever had to digest.
My lord, now there is no doubt in my mind it is true.
I would say I never had any idea, but I had an inkling of the slightest detail. But it is so over my head, and now I know. What a truly falsehood is, and what a wicked woman she was. Family is more than love. But not everyone is blessed even with love. I am grateful, for this talk I've had with my uncle. My grandfather was an outstanding man. Wow. So many things taken away, by the lie. And how safe the truth can be?
-Katrina K. Johnson